Fail

I have several guesses about why I failed so hard today. The obvious first choice is that I haven’t been able to sleep very well for several days. I have been anxious about the post office misplacing 2 of the 4 checks I mailed at tax time. One was tracked until it left the sorting facility, and the other was never tracked at all. I think the anxiety over those missing checks didn’t help my sleep situation any. Luckily, one of the checks cleared my checking account this morning, so I’m hopeful the post office just forgot to track my checks and didn’t actually lose them.

It’s another one of those amazingly beautiful San Diego days today, so I was looking forward to getting outside all morning. Right before lunch time I got a little anxious about the run, but I was feeling good. I stepped out the door to start my run and immediately rolled my ankle. I hadn’t even started yet and I knew I was in for some trouble.

I thought I might be fine, so I headed out on my normal 10k route. I hadn’t gotten too far when it was obvious to me that it wasn’t going to be business as usual, so I headed down to the trail along the 56 freeway where the running trail is in the nice sand that’s easier on my joints. I spent a lot of time switching between jogging and walking, but I eventually made my way back home. I’m not impressed at all with my performance, but hopefully I’ll be back ready for some serious biking by this weekend.

My heart rate monitor was fully charged when I started, but it stopped tracking just a few minutes in to the run. If this was the first or even the second time that had happened I might forgive it, but I’m really upset about it. It’s not critical that I record my heart rate, but I paid good money for this piece of equipment and I expect it to work. It doesn’t work at all when I ride my bike and it only seems to work about half the time when I run. My advice to you: Do not buy a Zephyr heart rate monitor. They suck.

RunKeeper: https://runkeeper.com/user/jtalbot/activity/172031547

Strava:

Running with Pebble

I supported the Pebble smart watch project through Kickstarter a long long time ago (more than a year). My watch finally arrived yesterday afternoon, right when I was contemplating switching from Strava to RunKeeper. That is significant because the beta version of the RunKeeper app for Android has native support for Pebble baked in and Strava does not.

So today I ran with my Pebble watch. I don’t know if it helped or hurt. It was sort of nice to know my pace at anytime, but I wonder how much of a distraction it was at the same time. The technology is very cool, but I’m not convinced that RunKeeper is the answer for me. For one thing, it doesn’t support the heart rate monitor that I already have. Of course, I’m not very happy with my heart rate monitor, but I’m determined to get my $70 of use out of it. Of course, I’m even more determined to get my (whatever I paid, I don’t remember anymore) of use out of my Pebble… so maybe I’ll be using both Strava and RunKeeper for a while. It may prove to be more work than it’s worth to use both. We’ll have to see how it goes.

I gave myself all sorts of excuses this morning. I woke up early this morning despite going to bed late last night. I rarely perform well without a good night’s sleep. I couldn’t find any of my running socks (dual-layered), so I was stuck using some old biking socks. I didn’t have any caffeine to prep with (they say a little caffeine before a workout helps you perform better and last longer). It was sunny and hot outside, despite the forecast of being nice and cool. I was wearing a dark shirt, which had no trouble converting all that sun into heat. Etc.

Despite everything, I had a decent run. I hit a few lights red on the way out, which probably stopped me from setting a PR on my 5k, but I managed to bring it home for a PR on my 10k. I cut almost a full minute from my previous PR. That means I’ve cut 5 minutes off my 10k time in the last week. I’ll take that!

RunKeeper: https://runkeeper.com/user/jtalbot/activity/171177078

Strava:

Into The Wind

Normally I would have been in the pool today, soaking up the sun. But there was no sun today. Instead, it was cold and dark outside. I decided to skip the swim and spend a little time riding my bike. I need to be riding more than a hundred miles a week if I’m going to ride the double-century STP in a reasonable amount of time this summer. So I was happy to put in a couple hours on the bike.

It rained last night and the remnants of the storm were everywhere. I was getting blasted with wind in my face coming off the ocean almost from the very start. I was dodging the occasional puddle. There was little chance I would overheat today, even on the big climbs. In fact, my knees got pretty cold several times throughout the ride.

But it was still a great day to ride.

https://app.strava.com/activities/49003196

I did the ultimate out-and-back today. I headed down El Camino Real to Carmel Valley Road, then up to the 101 and straight north through Del Mar, Solana Beach, Cardiff, Encinitas, Leucadia, and most of Carlsbad. When I got to Carlsbad Village Drive, I headed east for a bit. I was looking for a good way to loop back to the 101. I didn’t find anything great, but that’s what I get for not having a plan. I did loop around and find my way back to the 101 at Carlsbad Village Drive.

Heading south I took a few minor detours off the 101. I stayed on the 101 through Carlsbad, but then moved over to Vulcan Ave through Encinitas. I dropped back down to the 101 along the strand and up into Solana Beach, but then headed quickly west to avoid all the construction they have going on that side of the street. I cam back to the 101 for the climb up through Del Mar, then headed east on Carmel Valley Road and right back up El Camino Real.

I was pretty tired by the end. I noticed that my handlebars are not aligned perfectly with my front tire. That probably happened when I crashed on the big ride last week. I’ll have to fix it. I also had my hamstrings tighten up a few times and I wondered if my seat was slightly too low.

Technical Difficulties

It was another amazing day today. The weather was perfect. The pool was open, but I decided not to swim. What?!? It was a tough decision, but I need time in the saddle if I’m going to have any chance of completing Seattle to Portland in one day. So I decided to ride instead.

https://app.strava.com/activities/48240365

My legs were feeling a little shaky from the 10k run I did yesterday, so I figured I wouldn’t go too far or too fast… just get some time in the seat. I didn’t have a real plan for where to ride, but I thought I would go ride up Torrey Pines and then come back. On the way down El Camino Real, I was feeling really slow. I was pedaling pretty hard, but it felt like I wasn’t able to go very fast. I wondered if I had a break pad rubbing. No, my legs were just jello from the run yesterday (really from taking so much time off and then doing that run). So I decided not to do the Torrey Pines hill climb and just turned north into Del Mar along the 101.

I started feeling stronger as I made my way through Del Mar and up into Solana Beach. I was still taking it easy, but I really enjoyed the salty sea air. When I hit Cardiff, I turned off the 101 and rode along Vulcan. I always ride Vulcan south, but this was my first time riding it north. It’s a whole different animal going north. The road is really rough and I kept thinking I may lose a tire or two. I’ll stick to the 101 going north through Encinitas from now on.

Somewhere around the power plant in Carlsbad a guy on a bike with a small gas motor passed me. I wasn’t happy about it. He wasn’t pedaling at all, except going up hills. I decided I was going to pass him back. He wouldn’t expect it. I pushed hard and made up a lot of distance on the flats, but he was able to keep me at bay on the climbs. I made a big run on one of the climbs and caught up to him as we approached a light that was turning yellow then red. The other side of the light was a descent. I knew I would blow right past him on that descent. But then he ran the red light. I wasn’t stupid enough to follow that lead, so I waited a full minute before I started trying to catch up to him again. I did finally catch up and draft behind him for a while before passing him. He turned east shortly after that, so I don’t know how long I would have stayed in front, but it didn’t matter. I won. I wound up setting a bunch of PRs on the segments where I was chasing him down.

When I got to Oceanside there was a strong wind coming in from the ocean. I thought I could use it to my advantage and head up the bike trail along the river. Unfortunately, I couldn’t figure out how to get to the bike trail. The road I was on either got on the freeway or turned into a bridge over the river. I tried a bunch of ways to get down to the river trail, eventually turning around and giving up, only to find a sign with directions on how to get there. I was right about being able to use the wind. I flew up the river trail averaging well over 20 mph. That was really fun. But then I was at the top faced with a decision about how to get back home. Should I fight the wind and head back to the ocean? That didn’t sound fun. Should I head up through Vista and San Marcos? That sounded like a lot of work too, but that’s what I decided to do.

Somewhere along the way I thought I had missed the turn I wanted to take. It was my first time riding the loop this direction, and I didn’t remember the names of the roads or the distances between them. Eventually I saw a road that looked pretty big, so I turned. It wasn’t the right choice. I got lost. I turned to Google Maps for help. It wanted me to climb a huge hill. I decided to try something else. I got lost some more. I found my way to several dead-end streets where I had to turn around to get out. Eventually I worked my way through some really nice sections of Carlsbad and found El Camino again. I rode that south to La Costa and stopped at a gas station for a refill.

I checked my phone. It was already 5:00! I had wasted a lot of time climbing, getting lost, etc. I texted Charmaine to see if she wanted to ride home with me. I figured I was far enough south of Oceanside now that she would be passing by sooner or later (unless she took the train). I didn’t hear back, so I rode La Costa out to Vulcan and texted again. Still nothing. I called and left a voicemail. No response. I took that as a sign she was not on the train and was actually riding. I decided to head south along Vulcan going slow. She would eventually catch up to me.

I stopped when I got the train station in Encinitas. I had a bunch of texts and missed calls from Charmaine. She left work a little early and had already ridden all the way to Solana Beach where she was waiting for me. I tried to hurry, but I was wasted. I had already ridden almost 60 miles on nothing but water and shot blocks. We rode slowly through the back roads of Solana Beach and then down through Del Mar.

We tried a new way home that was sort of interesting. Instead of going all the way through Del Mar and then up Carmel Valley the way we normally did, we turned east on Del Mar Heights road and then cut into the neighborhood to the south. It was still a steep climb, and I was still wasted. At one point I was trying to start climbing and get clipped in, but my left foot would not clip in. I was pushing pretty hard and managed to tip myself over to the left. I successfully unclipped my right shoe as I went down, but I still went down. The crank rolled over my right calf, then scraped it and stuck in a second time. That was fun. I think it’s the first time I’ve crashed while moving. I wasn’t going very fast, but it still wasn’t great. I had to realign some pieces of my handlebar and check everything before finishing the ride.

I was quick to point out that despite riding way more miles than I originally planned, and despite the crash, it was still a great ride and much better than spending the afternoon sitting in front of a computer working.

A Little Sun

I’m still not close to 100%, but I can’t stand being on the sideline this long. My foot/ankle is feeling much better, but I have developed a bit of a cough and sore throat. It feels like forever since I’ve actually worked out. It was a fairly cold day today, but the sun kept poking its head out, and that was all the motivation I needed. I packed up my stuff and was about to head out the door when I realized I didn’t have my goggles. I tore the house apart looking for them. No luck. I think I must have left them in St. George last week. Bummer. I finally found an old pair that managed to stay together for the 50 minutes I was in the pool, but I really need a better pair again.

5 x 200 free
5 x 100 kick
3 x 100 pull
200 warm-down
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2000 yards

Injured Reserve

We spent the weekend in St. George, Utah with some friends. We road our bikes out along Old Highway 91 over Utah Pass and back. That’s a great ride. The climb isn’t too steep and it has a lot of flat spots that let your legs recharge before the next piece of hill is ready for climbing.

https://app.strava.com/activities/46477303

We swam in the pool and played pool games like 500, etc. We went hiking in a couple slot canyons. We even did an easter egg hunt for the kids up in Snow Canyon. But I let them talk me into doing something stupid: Mountain Biking.

I don’t really enjoy mountain biking, but I wanted to spend more time with the group, so I agreed to borrow a bike and ride the very easy Bearclaw Poppy trail. I borrowed a bike, since I don’t own a mountain bike. This is where things went wrong. Not owning a mountain bike means the bike is not my size and not close to being fit to me. The shocks were tuned for someone much smaller than me. But the worst part is that I do not have any mountain biking shoes. I didn’t have any shoes at all and chose to ride the 10 miles wearing only my flip-flops. Sure, I could have spent 20 minutes to trade out the pedals from my real bike with the pedals on the mountain bike and then I would have been able to use my real biking shoes… but I’m far too lazy for that. Instead, I decided it would be OK to ride the trail in my flip-flops.

Several people stopped me along the way (it’s a very popular trail) to tell me what a big mistake I was making. Sometimes just to make a point of calling out my stupidity to their children, but other times out of genuine concern for my well being. These people were not wrong. It really was a mistake.

As I rode along, the seat of the bike kept getting shorter and shorter until I almost couldn’t make the pedals go around because of the angle of my legs. My feet routinely slipped off the tiny clip-in pedals and hit the ground, sometimes getting run-over by the crank shaft in the process. By the end of the ride I had a few nice slices removed from the backs of my ankles and heels. The experience in no way helped convince me that mountain biking is fun or worth doing.

So now I can’t run or bike for a while. I probably can’t do much swimming (especially nothing that involves wearing fins). I can’t even put on a pair of socks without feeling pain. So I wear my flip-flops around the house, to work, to the store, etc. Hopefully my ankles and heels will feel better soon so I can do something again.

Kitchen Creek

After about a year of researching, test-riding, researching, etc. Charmaine pulled the trigger and bought a new bike. She narrowed it down to a Trek Madone or a Specialized Ruby. She had done several test-rides with each, but never at the same time. No cycling shop (that she could find) carries both brands. So she rented the Trek for a day and took it to the Specialized shop. Finally she rode a few loops with each of her favorite bikes and realized right away there was a clear winner for her… the Specialized. After a good fitting, some adjustments to the bike, some adjustments to her shoes, etc. She was ready to ride the Kitchen Creek loop today.

Let me just say that I didn’t know what I was getting myself into. We had originally planned to meet up with Ryan and Julie at their camp site on the shore of Lake Morena and ride from there. But after we arrived in the morning, we decided to adjust the route a little to avoid riding along Buckman Springs road on the south side of I-8. It’s a 55 MPH zone with narrow lanes and no bike lane. Also there was quite a bit of traffic on it and nobody was going below 60. That’s not ideal, so we cut it from the ride.

Instead of leaving from their camp, we parked our car at the rest stop where Buckman Springs Road meets I-8 at Exit 51. From there we took Old highway 80 around to where it meets Kitchen Creek Road where we started our ascent. I didn’t give my legs a day off this week, and I could tell on that ascent. Charmaine was also discovering that the new insoles in her shoes and the new geometry of her new bike were causing her to use her muscles in a slightly different way. Bottom line: we were hurting. Ryan, on the other hand, was a climbing machine, but he was kind enough to wait for us from time to time so we could all stay together.

After about 8 miles there was a sign that said, “Pavement ends 400 feet”. Suddenly I wondered if we were even on the right road. I hadn’t paid any attention whatsoever to our planned route. I had no idea how much climbing there would be or what roads we were supposed to take, etc. Luckily, the pavement didn’t end. The two lane road ended and there was a gate. Beyond the gate was a narrow single-lane road about the width of a golf cart. It seems that it’s only used by cyclists. Suddenly the ride became awesome.

Still showing my lack of understanding for what was in store, I started snapping pictures with my phone of the road leading up to where we were. In my mind the top was just around the next corner. I couldn’t have been more wrong. The golf-cart sized road seemed to go on forever, and almost always up. Every now and then it would flatten out and even descend a few tens of feet before heading right back into another climb. The climb wasn’t steep, but it just kept going. I think we climbed about 14 miles straight before we finally hit the top. But it was awesome in the true meaning of the word. We took our time, stopping often to take more pictures, drink more water, and just rest our weary legs (in my case, at least). It was great.

Then we came to the other gate. We had climbed from 3200 to 5800 feet with almost no flat spots and almost no descents during the climb. The narrow lane of Kitchen Creek Road was in pretty bad shape. It would be dangerous and probably stupid to ride this loop the other direction (descending Kitchen Creek instead of ascending it). But I wondered what the descent would be like on the Sunshine Highway. I didn’t wonder for long.

Within minutes we were down. It took 2 hours to make the ascent and only a few minutes to make our way back down to the car. The Sunshine Highway isn’t in the greatest condition, but it’s a big road and I found myself going faster than 40 MPH on several occasions. That descent was really fun.

We rode back to the rest stop along Old highway 80. I was surprised to see a checkpoint setup by Border Patrol on that road. At first I didn’t know what to make of it, but they didn’t care a bit about me (I was heading towards Mexico and not coming from Mexico). I had made the descent a little faster than everyone else (finally being bigger pays off), so I just made my way to the car and waited for everyone else to get back. That was a great ride.

https://app.strava.com/activities/45549744

After uploading my ride to Strava I noticed that my heart rate monitor crapped out on me about 40 minutes in to the ride. I’m not sure what happened, but I’m not too impressed. I’ve been having a really hard time getting my phone to see the monitor. I have to unpair and repair it via bluetooth almost each time I use it. That doesn’t seem right to me. But still, I had a really good time on the ride today.

Unprepared for Borrego

Charmaine signed us up to ride the Tour of Borrego this year. Although we didn’t know it at the time, we wound up riding with a man famous for his legislative successes, a man called Murphy.

Our problems started a few days before the Tour when I ate the last of our Shot Blocks and sucked down the last of our Gus on a quick ride along the 56. Both Charmaine and I had great rides, despite only having a little over an hour to ride. As we were leaving the house for that ride on Wednesday, we told ourselves that we would order a bunch through Amazon Prime when we got back, hoping that they would arrive on Friday, in plenty of time for the Tour on Saturday. We were so excited after finishing such a good ride, that we completely forgot to order anything. No problem, we though, we’ll stop by somewhere on Friday and that will be that.

Friday came and went without a trip to a bike store, no trip to REI, no trip anywhere that sells Shot Blocks or Gus. It wasn’t that big of a deal, since we would still have our drinks and the Tour is well supported with food and drink stops about every 10 miles. But I did take the opportunity to tease Charmaine about not going out of her way on Friday to get some.

That night we had Massaman Curry, which was delicious, probably a little too delicious. I quickly found myself eating more than I should, which lead to not being able to fall asleep easily, and not being able to stay asleep.

Suddenly morning came. Actually, it wasn’t morning yet, but the alarm clock woke us up. No, it didn’t. Charmaine woke up on her own before the alarm clock went off. I’m betting she wasn’t sleeping all that well either. But there we were, awake, and I said, “We don’t have to do this. It’s not too late.”

But it was too late. Google Maps said it was a 2-hour drive from home to Borrego Springs, much of it on narrow, windy, mountain roads… and this morning it was extremely foggy. We decided to get up and try to get there anyway. We threw stuff into bags and carried things down to the car and started driving. The car had been in the shop just 2 days prior, getting things done like checking the brakes, etc. But instead of being ready for this trip, the car decided today was the day to burn out a headlight. That meant an even slower, more stressful drive through the mountains. We had originally planned on taking the big car, but we didn’t have the right tools to put the rack on the back, so we were stuck in the Subaru, which only has one bike rack on top.

Knowing we were starting late and that we would be driving slower than normal through the fog with only one headlight, I decided we didn’t have enough time to stop for our usual pre-ride breakfast at McDonald’s. Instead, we drove straight there. This proved to be another in a long series of mistakes.

We made much better time than Google Maps had estimated. After we arrive. we had a few minutes to stop at the general store and pick up a few things for breakfast. It was one of the worst breakfasts we have had in years, despite the suggestion from the girl in the store that the sandwich would be “so good”.

We drove to the start, parked the car, and began the process of getting ready for the ride. It was just before 8:00 and already over 70 degrees. We didn’t have sunblock. We didn’t have ibuprofen. We didn’t have any Gus, Shot Blocks, or other energy sources. Charmaine didn’t have sunglasses. We decided we would only be riding the 40 mile loop once, instead of the 80 miles (twice around the loop) like we originally planned.

The ride itself was pretty nice. The roads were rough, but they were mostly flat, which made for a nice warm-up section. As we rode through the first 5 miles, we somehow managed to wind up at the front of all the riders. This was not a good place for me, as I had no idea what the course looked like. We dropped back a little, but were still way up front compared to most the riders.

The 40 mile loop had an out-and-back section that was 6 miles each direction and included most of the climbing for the entire loop. We headed out and climbed one of only two hills on the course. The descent on the other side was steep and fast, but my bike started feeling wrong. I pulled to the side and stopped. My rear tire was flat. It wasn’t a blow-out; it seemed like a leak that had slowly been making my ride worse. My tire had a lot of wear on the side-walls, like I had been riding flat for quite a while. Why do I always manage to get a flat at the place on the course where I’m as far from the start/finish/cars as the course goes? I thank my riding companion Murphy for that.

Charmaine changed my tire as riders streamed past, each asking if we were OK, if we needed anything, etc. Cyclists are an extremely helpful bunch. We told them all to continue on. We were fine. But we were not fine. This is when we realized that we had no way to pressurize the new tube. Sure, we had CO2 cartridges, but both of our tire inflator attachments were broken and didn’t work. Of course, we wasted 2 CO2 cartridge figuring that out. As we were contemplating what to do next, we saw some parts fall out of my bike bag. We used the parts to reconstruct most of one of the inflator attachments and managed to fill my new tube. Unfortunately, the reconstructed inflator attachment wasn’t perfect. It was stuck and wouldn’t release from my tube. I eventually managed to yank it off, but it bent the valve opening in the process, making it impossible to screw down tight… meaning I was slowly losing air again.

We decided to cut our losses and try to go directly back to the cars. My rear tire was damaged and could blow-out at any point, plus I was slowly losing air. I knew I couldn’t finish the 40 mile loop. I wasn’t even confident I would make it back to the cars if we rode their directly, but if we didn’t make it all the way, at least we would be closer and Charmaine could ride back to the car alone and come pick me up. We must have lost Murphy somewhere on the way back, because nothing else bad happened. We both made it all the way to the car, packed it up, and went home. It was only 11:00 and already over 90 degrees.

Despite everything that did and did not happen, it was still a good experience. Coming over the pass and looking out over the Salton Sea as sunrise was painting the entire sky red and orange was really amazing. The drive out and back was long, but through some really beautiful country. If we sign up again next year, we’ll be better prepared.

https://app.strava.com/activities/44642457

New(er) Shoes

I wasn’t quite ready to give up on my shoes this morning, so I told Charmaine not to take them back to the store… that I would do it later. Then I read a bunch of stuff about how running shoes are supposed to fit, how to break them in, how to lace them up for this issue or that issue, etc. I made a few adjustments, put them on again, and jumped on the treadmill. It didn’t take long to realize there really was a problem. My right foot was pretty good, but my left foot really wasn’t. When I was running or jogging, it wasn’t terrible, but if I paid attention I noticed it. When I walked it was really bad. It was sloppy enough that I didn’t think I could live with it long term. Every time my weight shifted to my left foot, I could feel it slide around inside the shoe. That’s not cool.

So I hopped in the car and drove back to Runner’s Corner. They were really nice. They let me try on anything I wanted and made it super easy to exchange them. I went home with the same shoe, but in a size 12 (instead of a 12 1/2). I’m still not 100% sure who makes this shoe or what it’s called, but I like it. I think it may be a tiny bit too bouncy for me, but it’s not a big deal… plus it will probably diminish over time as I pound these babies into the pavement all summer. The shoes say “Brooks” on the back, but I’m not sure if that’s a manufacturer, brand, trim-level, etc. I guess it doesn’t really matter.

Now I have to figure out how to run more distance without walking. Maybe these shoes will never have to walk. Maybe they will never need to know that kind of defeat. We’ll find out soon.

Jumping jacks: 50
Push-ups: 100
Treadmill: 2 miles walking, jogging, running (experimenting with the shoes)

New Shoes

After hitting Costco early in the morning last Saturday, we stopped off at Runner’s Corner and I tried on shoe after shoe after shoe (and ran around the outside of the store on a little path) until I was sick of it and just picked one. It was a lot like taking an eye test.

“A or B?”
“I can’t tell a difference.”

“B or C?”
“Still can’t tell a difference.”

etc.

In the end, I went home with a new pair of shoes, size 12 1/2 (way bigger than I normally wear), and a bunch of new socks. They say cotton socks (I normally wear cotton socks) cause blisters. I haven’t ever blistered, but they are runners and they know what they are talking about.

Today I went out and ran for the first time in my new shoes and new socks. It wasn’t too bad, but it wasn’t any better than I was doing in my old shoes. I still broke down and walked up one hill… and walking in my new shoes was fairly sloppy and unpleasant.

https://runkeeper.com/user/jtalbot/activity/75047377

After I got home I jumped on the treadmill to go a bit more, but I couldn’t run. Every time my foot hit the mat, the treadmill would grind to a halt, causing all sorts of bad things to happen to me. Not cool. Maybe the new shoes were just too advanced for my poor treadmill? I don’t know. So I tried to walk on the treadmill… much worse. The shoes were not only sloppy, but it was hard to really walk. I couldn’t walk at my normal 4.0 mph pace, I had to crank the thing down all the way to 3.0 or 2.5 before I could even walk. I wasn’t happy.

I wondered if something bad had happened to the treadmill, so I put on my old shoes for a second and jumped on. The treadmill was fine with my old shoes, but it certainly didn’t get along with my new shoes. That’s not so bad, I thought. I’ll just have a pair of shoes for running outside and one for the treadmill. But then I realized that was stupid.

As I took my shoes and new special runner’s socks off, I noticed something I haven’t seen on my feet for years. Blisters. The runner’s socks are “guaranteed not to cause blisters”, so it must be the shoes. They must be way too big. You see, when I was trying them on at the store, I was wearing my usual cotton socks, which are much thicker than these new runner socks.

So the new shoes are going back. Charmaine is going to trade them for a size 12. I think that may still be too big for me. My old running shoes are size 11. I still can’t believe I let them send me home with size 12 1/2. What was I thinking? I really, really hate shopping and trying crap on, but maybe I should go back to that store and try to get something closer to what I already had. I don’t know what to do. I’m frustrated.